SNOW DAY!!!!!!!!!!

it's boring as heck though. i sort of wish we had school, but sleeping in today was really really nice. i had more sleep than the rest of this week combined.

anyway, i still feel kind of stupid, i tend to say/do stupid things a lot lately. i hate when i do. and i also seem to hurt people i care about. without really wanting to. it just happens. gah. i hate who've i've been sometimes.

well, as an attempt to cure my boredom. i'll do a survey...

SECTION ONE: THE FACE
1. Do you wear makeup? If so how much and where? none, well, i wear lipgloss, but it's usually clear, so i don't count it as make-up
2. Do you use face creams/ moisturisers? no
3. Do you pluck/ wax your eyebrows? pluck
4. Have you made any permanent changes with surgery? no

SECTION TWO: HAIR
1. Which brand of shampoo do you use? herbal essences
2. Do you condition? yeah
3. Do you blow dry/ straighten/ curl your hair? i blowdry my hair
4. Do you use mousse/ hair spray/ any added volumisers etc? i use hairspray occasionally
5. How often do you go to the hair dressers? rarely
6. Is your hair coloured? If so which colour? not really
7. Have you got streaks/ highlights? burgundy
8. How do you usually wear your hair? down
9. Ever had extensions? no

SECTION THREE: THE BODY & CLEANLINESS
1. Any piercings? If so how many and where? one in each ear
2. Any tats? If so what are they, where are they, how many? none yet
3. Do you wear jewellery? earrings, a ring, sometimes necklaces or bracelets
4. How much of your wardrobe contains brand names? (as a percentage) 10%
5. Favourite item of clothing:any of my pajamas
6. Do you own any furr? not real fur
7. Brand of deodrant: secret
8. Perfume/ Aftershave: warm vanilla and brown sugar body spray
9. Shaving foam/ shaving gel/ wax/ sugar/ soap and water? shaving gel
10. Do you shave/ wax your legs? shave
11. Do you shave/ wax your arm pits? shave
12. Do you shave/ wax your amrs? no
13. Do you shave/ wax bikini line? shave
14. How often do you shave? often
15. Do you use talc? no
16. Do you use a body moisturiser? not usually
17. Brand of bubble bath: i haven't had a bubble bath in forever
18. Brand of soap: depends
19. Brand of washing powder: none

SECTION 4: FOOD & DRINK
1. Do you prefer fizzy/ still drinks? depends
2. Favourite hot drink: almost everything
3. Favourite cold drink: depends on what i feel like drinking
4. Favourite snack: hmm, dunno
5. Favourite meal: i have a lot
6. How many meals do you eat a day? 1 or 2 on school days, and 3 on weekends
7. Do you eat out? not a lot
8. Convinience food agree/ disagree? agree
9. Favourite fast food outlet: McDonalds
10. Regularity of eating out: once a week or less
11. How often do you cook? not too often
12. Milk: skimmed, whole, etc? skimmed/nonfat
13. Bread: white/ brown/ wholemeal? white
14. Butter/ marg? butter is healthier
15. Do you own a food mixer? a blender? yeah
16. Slice your own veg/ buy ready prepared? i dont eat many veggies
17. Oven/ Microwave? depends

SECTION 5: OUTDOORS
1. Favourite sport? have a few
2. How often do you wodrk out? not often enough
3. In any clubs/ societies for sport? no
4. Own a car/ vehicle? no
5. How often do you drive? never
6. Prefer to walk/ drive? depends

SECTION SIX: TECHNOLOGY
1. Own a computer? yea
2. Email/ Hand Written Letter? both
3. Hand written notes/ typed up? depends
4. Broadband? Wireless? Dial up? dsl
5. How often do you use your computer? always
6. Have a fax? i dont
7. Have a mobile phone? cellphone? yeah
8. How often do you use your mobile? almost everyday
9. Is it just the one mobile phone? what?
10. Average bill monthly? i dunno
11. Pay as you go/ contract? contract
12. Ever used your mobile over the landline to save time walking?what?
13. Cable/ Sky/ Freeview? cable
14. Do you own a DVD Player? yeah
15. How many DVDs do you have? dunno
16. VHS? dunno
17. Stereo system? yeah
18. Laptop? yeah
19. PDA/ Blackberry? no
20. How many game consoles you do own? a lot

SECTION SEVEN: PERSONAL THINGS
1. Smoke? How many a day? never
2. Brand of cigarettes: n/a
3. Drugs? no
4. Drink alcohol? no
5. Favourite alcoholic beverage? n/a
6. Pick litter up/ leave it? depends how i'm feeling
7. Turn off lights/ appliances or not bother? turn off lights
8. Leave the tap running when cleaning your teeth? sometimes
9. Sort trash into seperate bins? no
10. Recycle? yeah
11. Worry about the world? yeah

that's all for now. later.

well. everything that confused me yesterday is cleared up. the thing is, i think i liked being confused better. now, i'm just... sad. and a bit hurt. i hate this!

anyway, today was the dining in for rotc. it was super funny. lots of 'coincidence's... lmao.

here's a bold if it applies thingy. i'm just doing it to keep my mind off of things... ps. my comments are in brackets

1. Most people normally think my first name is actually a nickname.
2. I'm an aunt.
3. In my life, I've had at least 7 dogs and 7 cats.
4. One day, I'd really love to see the Radio City Christmas Show.
5. I have almost 20 first cousins. [sort of, i think i do have 20 first cousins, i dunno, keep losing count every time i try.]
6. I used to play the violin.
7. I was always an above average student.
8. I'm anal about spelling and grammar.
9. My sense of humor tends to be sarcastic.
10. I'm in the process of moving.
11. I'm getting over a cold.
12. My favorite latenight host is Conan.
13. I'm in the mood for fast food.
14. By the end of this month, I'll have lived in 5 houses.
15. But I've only really lived in one city.
16. Most of my friends live far away.
17. I wasn't able to swallow pills until I was 14.
18. I was/am never late for school, but I was/am absent often.
19. I believe you always have to keep the spirit of Santa alive.
20. I don't think there is one reason in the world to keep gays from marrying.
21. If I could bring one celebrity back from the dead, it would be Chris Farley.
22. I never knew my Grandfather on my dad's side.
23. Comedies are my favorite kind of movies.
24. I believe once it hits November you can officially listen to Christmas music.
25. I haven't Trick-or-Treated since I was 11.
26. Sometimes I can't believe my sibling[s] and I are related.
27. I have 1 dog and 3 cats.
28. I write letters for the HRC; Human Rights Campaign.
29. For that, I've gotten many letters back from Senators, Congressmen, and even an Assemblywoman.
30. January and February are my least favorite months.
31. I almost shot my left eye out with a BB gun when I was 4.
32. My favorite kinds of candy are cherry or green apple flavored.
33. I don't like strawberries. - im allergic.
34. I'm chewing gum right now.
35. I usually can't watch scary movies, but I wish I could.
36. I starved myself when I was younger.
37. I'm an avid Philadelphia Eagles fan.
38. I can't jumprope.
39. I was raised without a religion.
40. I've considered becoming Jewish.
41. I've had more than a few supernatural encounters.
42. I'm somewhat psychic.[i'm serious]
43. I'm starting to have guilt issues with eating meat.
44. Of the many many videotapes I have, most are ones I've made myself.
45. I don't really like most Disney movies.
46. I'm proud to be from New Jersey.
47. I like almost all kinds of music.
48. When I was little my favorite color was red, then to blue, now it's black.
49. I really would like to speak Spanish, Italian, and French.
50. I like to be a little chilly.
51. I love shows about ghosts and hauntings.
52. I love office supplies.
53. I graduated with Highest Honors. [elementary and middle school, dunno bout highschool yet]
54. I miss MTV's Cartoon Weekends.
55. Several of my favorite comedians are George Carlin, Denis Leary, Sinbad, and Bill Maher.
56. Several of my favorite actors are Jason Lee, Ben Affleck, Joaquin Phoenix, and Timothy Olyphant.
57. I don't like when Daylight Saving Time ends, because of it getting dark early.
58. I'm bisexual.
59. I can watch the same movies/shows over and over.
60. I hate when people don't put caps back on pens/click them closed.
61. I have Christmas lights up around my room all year long.
62. I have 2 dreamcatchers.
63. I'm very scared of going to the doctor.
64. Alcoholism runs in my family.
65. I love watching shows I watched as a kid.
66. Some of those include Legends of the Hidden Temple, Family Double Dare, Beavis and Butt-head, and Garfield & Friends.
67. I've loved video games all my life.
68. For the first 5 or so years of my life, I was very close to my father. [still am]
69. My favorite nail polish is clear.
70. I'm very confused about what to do with the rest of my life.
71. I have written a story that's nearly 300-pages long.
72. I get bored very easily.
73. I haven't been out of my PJ pants in a week.
74. I have long nails.
75. I almost always mute the TV during commercials.
76. I miss decorating for holidays.
77. I find it hard to throw things away.
78. I have many rare coins and $2 bills.
79. I think Queer As Folk is the best show ever made.
80. I just recently reconnected with a good friend after losing touch.
81. I love to take pictures.
82. I look up to Kevin Smith very much.
83. I've lived next door to a gas station.
84. We have a flag hung up on our porch.
85. I'm almost always attracted to dark-haired guys.
86. I used to be friends with one of my teachers.
87. I have played strip poker.
88. My best friend and I have been writing a script-like comedy story.
89. I develop crushes easily.
90. I'd like to visit Alaska just to see what it's like to see sunshine in the middle of the night.
91. There's nowhere I want to travel to more than California.
92. I think Darren Hayes and Amy Lee have the most beautiful singing voices I've ever heard.
93. I'm hungry.
94. I did something brave today.
95. Clowns, spiders, and claymation usually scare the crap out of me.
96. I've been afraid of the Crypt Keeper since I was little.
97. I can't wait til Election Day is over so I can stop seeing smear ads on TV.
98. I've only been to the movie theater 3 times in my life.
99. I have a very high-pitched scream.
100. I can't believe you actually came up with 100 things for this list.
101. This sucked.

bleh. still feeling down. well, i have to go, do homework and crap like that. bye.